I am still so depressed. I can not seem to comprehene that he is gone.

Trying the mobile sms.

i'm in shock

i don't believe it. jim hamilton is dead. just yesterday, i was actually considering trying to contact him, and maybe hooking back up. at least talking with each other again. i really miss him.
laugh @ myself. /sarcastically/ i even had the nerve, to think, 'what if he's married?' and i had gotten so hurt, with that thought. hell! i'd rather that he were married, then he had died! and i can't find any one who knows anything about it. and my name phone is out of minutes.
jeeze. the fantasies i was creating. and he's dead.
god damn bastard.
how could he die on me? he's suppose to still be here, so we could be together again.
fuck.
i really am alone now.

Dream

Damn. Not in reality today. Way to depressed. Feel like I'm hanging on
by a thread.
Life So sucks. And I can't seem to pull myself out.

Sent from my Awesome iPod, Scherazade.

try again? hello?

try again? hello?

hello? hello? damn. lost my

hello? hello?
damn. lost my contact list.

Morning

Good morning Handsome. Are u awake yet? Lol. Or should that be...How
long have you been awake?

Sent from my iPod