i'm in shock

i don't believe it. jim hamilton is dead. just yesterday, i was actually considering trying to contact him, and maybe hooking back up. at least talking with each other again. i really miss him.
laugh @ myself. /sarcastically/ i even had the nerve, to think, 'what if he's married?' and i had gotten so hurt, with that thought. hell! i'd rather that he were married, then he had died! and i can't find any one who knows anything about it. and my name phone is out of minutes.
jeeze. the fantasies i was creating. and he's dead.
god damn bastard.
how could he die on me? he's suppose to still be here, so we could be together again.
fuck.
i really am alone now.

Dream

Damn. Not in reality today. Way to depressed. Feel like I'm hanging on
by a thread.
Life So sucks. And I can't seem to pull myself out.

Sent from my Awesome iPod, Scherazade.

try again? hello?

try again? hello?

hello? hello? damn. lost my

hello? hello?
damn. lost my contact list.

Morning

Good morning Handsome. Are u awake yet? Lol. Or should that be...How
long have you been awake?

Sent from my iPod

To bad

This won't get published. Since blogger doesn't pick up my iPod.

Sent from my iPod

long time no see

wow! has it been that long since I've written over here? lol I'm going to have to see if they have a plugin for crossposting wordpress and blogger, like they do with livejournal. then when I write in my wordpress blog, it will show up here.

lol the only reason I'm over here, is that I noticed that when I make comments on some peoples blog, that it's showing up this ID. so I'm here to change the.witch to something else. mmmm, should it be my real name? HA. don't think I'm THAT brave yet.
should I go back to witchy? to tell you the truth, though I love it, I know some people think it's to 'prestigious' (haughty?) but it really started out, a long long time ago, in another galaxy, as Fairy D'Witchy. so 'witchy' was kind of 'my name' a very long time ago.
now, most of my 'stuff' is under 'awitchy', but I think I might actually go with ge el. mmmm, maybe gee ell lol how do you say G L ?
think I'll go with gee.ell, for now.