tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-40093000935941665572024-02-08T10:11:44.172-08:00words of wahoogee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.comBlogger49125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-5962222588476384302013-07-16T06:16:00.000-07:002013-07-16T06:16:28.562-07:00wish it was easier to post here, from my cell. It doesn't always work, when I try to do it through SMS.<br />
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I've been using the LiveJournal app, and posting over there. It's much easier/faster/non-thinking. heh. and lately. it seems i really have no brain.<br />
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blah blah blah.<br />
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always bitching and complaining.<br />
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What A BORE!!!<br />
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mmmmm, I think that may be the greatest sin of all. Being A BORE!<br />
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heh.<br />
<br />gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-5639178556052127042013-01-22T16:26:00.001-08:002013-01-22T16:26:00.899-08:00Home alone. Wouldn't be so bad if I had extras. Not so much fun when I'm dry. If I won millions in the lottery, I'd move to Colorado.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-46075361310012676362013-01-22T16:25:00.001-08:002013-01-22T16:25:55.400-08:00Home alone. Wouldn't be so bad if I had extras. Not so much fun when I'm dry. If I won millions in the lottery, I'd move to Colorado.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-26832424829943107462012-12-16T06:57:00.001-08:002012-12-16T06:57:27.891-08:00Ok Have to remember that it's this number and not the other. That does mobile posting.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-52078964750387549832012-11-09T03:49:00.001-08:002012-11-09T03:49:11.152-08:00Ha. Got new phone. iPhone. 4s not 5. Heh. Didn't want to have to change all my accessories.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-88194235201303400372012-09-17T15:35:00.003-07:002012-09-17T15:35:13.220-07:00something that can be done.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-84846374720594747792012-09-17T15:35:00.001-07:002012-09-17T15:35:12.574-07:00A. Is sick. And fall is just starting. This is going to affect her schooling. I know they have more kids then places to house them. But there HAS to begee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-55289283589477993222012-09-09T18:11:00.001-07:002012-09-09T18:11:23.334-07:00I am so proud of my girl. when i grow up, i want to be like her.<br />
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i've finally got to the point, where i'm really mad at my mom. :( she was suppose to be with me through all t his. so we could share the pride of angel going off to college.<br />
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at least she knew that angel got into college.<br />
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ok. that's enough. still can't talk/think about it.<br />
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<br />gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-19296652639428406142012-08-26T11:51:00.001-07:002012-08-26T11:51:46.580-07:00I want to smell, like someone's Christmas morning.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-2632249258867402452012-08-22T08:02:00.001-07:002012-08-22T08:02:30.370-07:00Oh geeze. The girl leaves in two days.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-11720114644292645552012-08-22T08:01:00.001-07:002012-08-22T08:01:58.957-07:00Oh geeze. The girl leaves in two days.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-56504860638190649002012-08-16T08:49:00.001-07:002012-08-16T08:49:15.018-07:00I'm NOT going to get depressed.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-86862395120170980662012-08-16T08:16:00.001-07:002012-08-16T08:16:48.454-07:00Hello. The txt went through. But the picture didn't.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-54864954341917607702012-08-15T13:29:00.001-07:002012-08-15T13:29:38.686-07:00What happen to my mobile posting?gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-75185779403387098662012-07-14T09:52:00.001-07:002012-07-14T09:52:21.265-07:00Omg. Looks like its getting closer to getting a car.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-44149624870773161012012-07-05T19:29:00.001-07:002012-07-05T19:29:19.593-07:00Thank goodness for my girl. She came through for me. And she was so bravegee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-11440770576525615622012-07-05T17:31:00.001-07:002012-07-05T17:31:37.742-07:00Going to the aunts. Can't believe I was fool enough to stay for over a week I am going to go crazy.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-21100226558737031092012-06-08T06:37:00.002-07:002012-06-08T06:37:30.764-07:00ack. i didn't even realize that gail falkner had a new book out. /well, a couple months ago/<br />
and YEA, it was at Amazon, and i was able to download it to my iphone without having to go through the whole rig-a-marole of downloading it in one format, changing the format, uploading it to ereader.com, then FINALLY downloading it to my iphone.<br />
THIS time, all i had to do, was download it straight from amazon. It goes right into my kindle app, keeps everything nice and neat and easy to find. :D happy happy...off i go to get all hot and bothered, and wishing i had such an alpha man (he, and the patience to put up with him)<br />
hehehe :D<br />
<br />gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-50238996831129330812012-06-08T05:12:00.002-07:002012-06-08T05:12:08.134-07:00once again. i'm hoping to start blogging like i used to. lol. ok. so really, i just want a place to whine.<br />
<br />gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-65605165298376519402012-01-04T06:40:00.000-08:002012-01-04T06:44:53.969-08:00fuckomg. omg omg omg<br />i am so screwed. and i don't know what i'm going to do.<br />i am so fucking stupid.<br />again.<br />again and again and again<br />it seems like i just can't get over the stupid. i'm always fucking living in a fantasy world. what the fuck am i going to do/<br /><br />i thought i got a fucking bonus from work. stupid ass me.<br />and it was my fucking paycheck! only part of it, because of a what they call a 'mandatory shut down'<br />/which in MY Mind, was xmas break!/<br /><br />so what i thought was a bonus. and has already been used for bounced checks. turns out to havbe been my pay and now it's the first of the month with a 900 dollar mortgage payment and i have 50 bucks in the bank.<br />thinking i would have 500 at the first of the month.<br /><br />omg. what the hell am i going to do?<br /><br />there's no one i can go to to borrow the money. and i already owe everyone i know!! FUCK FUCK FUCK.<br />and they wonder why i';m depressed and want to kill myself.<br /><br />jesus god but i thought you were suppose to help me help myself?<br /><br />what a fuckin crock.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-88177486637573437002011-10-17T07:01:00.000-07:002011-10-17T07:06:17.933-07:00sucide opinionyou know. 'Everyone' says that committing suicide is terrible, to think about the people you leave behind, etc, etc...and me...<br />I say BULLSHIT!<br /><br />How Can You POSSIBLY say it's selfish of the person committing suicide, when THEY are the ones in pain! THEY are the ones at the end of their rope! THEY are the ones suffering!<br />YOU are going along your little life, living it as you see fit, MAYBE thinking that the 'suicider' is down, a little depressed, they can get through whatever emotional problem they have, or not even Noticing that the person is terribly depressed!<br /><br />hell. i've been hiding depression from my family my whole fuckin' life! NO ONE takes me seriously, or even NOTICES, except to say... "You feelin' a little down today, sweetie?"<br /><br />HA! yeh, a little down.<br /><br />assholes.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-51663476846473692862011-09-08T07:01:00.001-07:002011-09-08T07:01:04.580-07:00I am still so depressed. I can not seem to comprehene that he is gone.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-39129320781455232402011-07-07T08:16:00.001-07:002011-07-07T08:16:11.605-07:00Trying the mobile sms.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-13479690179556699632011-07-03T06:15:00.000-07:002011-07-03T06:19:43.530-07:00i'm in shocki don't believe it. jim hamilton is dead. just yesterday, i was actually considering trying to contact him, and maybe hooking back up. at least talking with each other again. i really miss him.<br />laugh @ myself. /sarcastically/ i even had the nerve, to think, 'what if he's married?' and i had gotten so hurt, with that thought. hell! i'd rather that he were married, then he had died! and i can't find any one who knows anything about it. and my name phone is out of minutes.<br />jeeze. the fantasies i was creating. and he's dead.<br />god damn bastard.<br />how could he die on me? he's suppose to still be here, so we could be together again.<br />fuck.<br />i really am alone now.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4009300093594166557.post-75178626307277578232010-06-02T04:55:00.000-07:002010-06-04T11:48:40.346-07:00DreamDamn. Not in reality today. Way to depressed. Feel like I'm hanging on <br>by a thread.<br>Life So sucks. And I can't seem to pull myself out.<p><p><br>Sent from my Awesome iPod, Scherazade.gee.ellhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/15775221014222350977noreply@blogger.com0