Thursday, July 7, 2011

Trying the mobile sms.

Sunday, July 3, 2011

i'm in shock

i don't believe it. jim hamilton is dead. just yesterday, i was actually considering trying to contact him, and maybe hooking back up. at least talking with each other again. i really miss him.
laugh @ myself. /sarcastically/ i even had the nerve, to think, 'what if he's married?' and i had gotten so hurt, with that thought. hell! i'd rather that he were married, then he had died! and i can't find any one who knows anything about it. and my name phone is out of minutes.
jeeze. the fantasies i was creating. and he's dead.
god damn bastard.
how could he die on me? he's suppose to still be here, so we could be together again.
i really am alone now.